Monday, January 11, 2010

Short

I broke up with Alex. He took it rather well. I'm happier. My grandmother's coming up for the weekend, Nicky was out sick today and I missed him. He placed 4th in his cheering competition, the awesome guy. You go, Nick! Bri decided to give up her sex life. Chad showed up to school high. That's what you missed.

As far as my sex life goes, it's nonexistent. As far as my sex drive goes, it's getting harder and harder to ignore. There's a very attractive guy at school- Pierre- who has me all in a tizzy. I swear, if I don't get some soon I'm going to go nuts. The human drive to screw is made to be irrepressible, and I'd love to succumb to it, but at the moment there's no one willing to succumb with me.

1. Harder To Breathe

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe


What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold





Unsatisfied, 
~~tee

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