I know I haven't been on here or posted anything in AGES, and I'm sorry. I've been wicked busy; with next to no time for sleep, least of all this. Sorry!
I've been working on the musical, as the sound effects/soundboard girl. We're doing Back To The 80's. Nate got me the position. We set all the stuff up a few weeks ago, now tomorrow night is opening night. WHAT IF I FORGET A CUE?! WHAT IF I DON'T DO THE CAMERA CLICK OR I FORGET TO RING THE SCHOOL BELL?! MS. SAUNDERS WILL KILL ME! Not like I'm freaking out or anything, though. It's not like the play isn't even till tomorrow night and as of NOW I already have butterflies in my stomach and can barely eat. School tomorrow will suck so hard... I'm not going to get any sleep tonight.... and I'm going to end up passing out from not eating. And I can smell the delicious corned beef and cabbage my mom's making in honor of St. Patrick's Day. Not being able to eat any without ralphing out of nerves is so saddening.
Oh yeah, did I forget to tell you? My heart- stupid, impetuous thing it is- has finally decided it's over Nate. And has moved on to Corey. He's the narrator for the musical. He's cute when he smiles, but I can't really say he's handsome. He's very attractive, in a way I usually don't like. But it works for him. He's got a very sarcastic sense of humous and he's very warm. In the physical sense. I had to do his stage makeup for our audienced dress rehearsal yesterday, and his face was nice and warm. I'm sure my cold fingers were not very appealing. Anyways, Nate has taken it upon himself to hook me up with Corey. But again, there's an age difference, and the guy's all hung up about it. I like guys who're a bit older than me, and I don't care if you have a problem with that, people. Kthnxbye.
Anyways, Corey told Nate that he also wants to get to know me better before asking me out or to prom (which Nate suggested) even though he likes me. No problem with me. Prom isn't till May. Although I will get impatient if he doesn't try to talk to me tomorrow. I made a fool of myself today by hitting Corey since he wasn't wearing green. God, I am SO STUPID. If that didn't completely convince him of my complete immaturity, then I'm golden. Yesterday, he was going to pick me up from rehearsal, but I'd already started walking, since I'd had no clue.
Anyways, any advice at ALL would be appreciated. No matter how big or how small. PLEASE! I really like this one.
Love y'all,
~~tee
